I hate breaking down in front of people. Why? because I don’t want to show them thatI’m weak. I especially hate breaking down in front of the people I love, that’s even more harder to deal with. I don’t want them to worry about me because I don’t want to ruin their day. I don’t want to drag them down, I just want them to be happy. Everyone wants me to be strong, but sometimes I can’t take it anymore and I end up crying.
They’re just so nice to receive. Just the thought of someone thinking about you when they wake up, or waiting for you to wake up and talk to them is nice. It’s cute to know that someone wanted you to sleep well or wake up. It’s just a good feeling to, in a way, be looked over. It’s a nice feeling to know you’re in someone’s thoughts.